A Black Woman Remembers Elvis

 

Every few years, I get deep into what I call my Elvis Studies; an odd preoccupation, one might say, for a dread-locked sistah like me.

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When I wrote this, I had just finished the two-volume masterwork by Peter Guralnick, “Last Train to Memphis – The Rise of Elvis Presley”, and “Careless Love – The Unmaking of Elvis Presley”.

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Together, they constitute a monumental biography, an awesomely – even absurdly – detailed account of the life of Elvis.

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As an essential compliment to these works, I re-read, “Elvis” by music critic Dave Marsh, a deeply respectful, wholly intelligent treatise on Elvis and modern music and culture – masquerading as a gorgeous picture book.

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Marsh’s essay provides the critical, undeniable social context of the Elvis story: the significance of region and race that is obscured in all of the necessary minutiae of Guralnick’s work.

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Then I topped it all off with Priscilla’s “Elvis and Me”, a boiling confection I’d been avoiding for years.

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So as I finish this course in Elvisology, here’s a piece that I wrote on an Anniversary of his Death a few years ago: I’ve posted it a few times since.

 

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I think that Elvis was my first love.

 

 

I was 5 years old in the 1950s, and I sat in the sun on the living room floor with my legs criss-crossed, album cover on my lap, in a pool of light from the leaded-glass window near the fireplace.

 

 

Motes of dust bounced and drifted in the beam of sun, fairy-like.The sun shined on Elvis too on that cover, guitar strapped across his blue stripe-shirted shoulder, as he gazed upward into a faraway sun, or maybe into the light of Heaven itself.

 

I was besotted by such beauty in a man. The errant forehead curl, the pull of his lip that made the tiny sneer, the imperfection that rendered him more beautiful.

 

The sun was golden and Elvis was too. Yes, he was tawny then from a life in the Delta sun; his hair a slick, golden crown. This was years before his hair was dyed black to provide contrast for photos and film, and later, to hide the signs of time.

 

Oh yes, back then, as I gazed at the album cover in my living room, he was a golden boy.

 

He is Elvis, the light shines on him, and it shines on me.

 

There is a familiarity about him, a softness of speech and manner that is not unlike my own Southern father and uncles. There is none of the frantic crispness, the stiff, staccato notes of the North.

 

No, his way is soft, he moves more like folks move in my world. I am 5 years old, yet I know this.

 

There is too, an oddness about him, some thing unknown. I learned later of a twin who died still born, and oh, the mystery of that child unknown. Another Elvis in the world was too much to contemplate.  Maybe the spirit of the long gone child made Elvis become more than if they had both survived.

 

His too lush beauty hints, to me, of long-lost secret ways, his eyes too heavy, lips too full, the nostrils spatulate. I wonder just what other blood flowed in those Delta veins, what long ago dark ancestor through him sweetly sang.

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My Daddy, Joe Von Battle, was a Record Shop man. Produced, wrote, recorded, pressed, published, sold records. All of my life I’ve been surrounded by music; as a child I read album covers and liner notes – my earliest history class of the world and the people in it.

 

Our house was full of records, 45′s, 78′s and the new “LPs”. Records were recorded even in our living room, the high ceilings made for great acoustics.

 

There were records all around – Stan Kenton and Oklahoma! and Bobby “Blue” Bland and Jerry Lee Lewis and Louis Jordan and Dinah Washington and Chuck Berry and Carl Perkins and Howlin’ Wolf and Peter and the Wolf and Mahalia Jackson and Tennessee Ernie and Ike and Tina and, well, a whole lot of albums were in our lives.

 

But the Elvis album cover I will never forget.

 

Years later it would be said that Elvis was a thief, a robber, a usurper of the music of others. But I think not.

 

The men I knew, black blues loving men who lived in the North and hungered for their South, looked at him with the bemusement of affectionate elders, as if one of their own had played a trick on Jim Crow.

 

“Listen to that boy” they’d say, and shake their heads, “just look at him”.

 

He was as familiar to them as sugar cane and red dirt. They knew just where he came from, just what kind of church he must have sat in as a child, by the way he played a chord, or sang a note.

 

They knew he’d seen that Holy Ghost grap someone and make them whoop and holler, in the churches of Mother Boards and Deacons, the churches of the gospel shout and stomp. They knew he just grew up like that.

 

Wasn’t his fault there were others who made money off of the music of others; that society would let him bust through musical doors that barred his darker brothers.

 

He let rhythm music come through him, past the restraints of upbringing and environs. He didn’t turn our music white, but worked it through the channel of his own Delta life.

 

Though how tortuous the inner wrestling of the secular and divine, and oh, how tragic was his price. All the songs in the world could not bring him peace from his own carnality, his tormented mind and fevered soul sought rest from the world’s idolatry.

 

I miss Elvis, the jump-suited Las Vegas Elvis,  the latter-day bloated and drug addled Elvis – yes, the eternally impersonated Elvis.

 

But most of all, I miss the Elvis on that old album cover – the striped-shirted, tawny-haired, golden boy Elvis; with a profile as chiseled as Michaelangelo’s David, his face as angelic as Gabriel, eyes raised towards Heaven.

 

He’s the Elvis in my living room, with the sun shining on him, and shining on me.

 

Marsha Music

 

[Orignally published on the Belle Lettres literary forum, on thepurists.com]